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CancerGuide: Inspirational Patient Stories
Chuck Crawford - Advanced Non-Small Cell Lung Cancer
Introduction by Steve Dunn
Chuck Crawford was an extraordinary person. Although he
died of his cancer in May 1997, he not only far outlived
his prognosis, but he also inspired many people with his
ability live fully even with such a serious disease, his
sense of humor, and his willingness to help others despite
his own situation. What follows is Chuck's story in his
own words from May 1995 with an update in 1996.
DIAGNOSIS
I first suspected that something was wrong over a year ago.
I could feel a swelling above the sternum. After an appointment
with my local doctor I was referred to several doctors and
ended up at in a surgeon's office at St. Thomas Hospital
in Nashville. The surgeon was to see me at 1:00 PM after
I had a CT Scan. I never met him because while I was waiting
in his reception room a young nurse's aid came out and asked
who was Mr. Crawford. She told me that I would not be seeing
the surgeon today but he has made an appointment for me
to see Dr. Murphy at 3:00 O'clock. "Who's Dr. Murphy?"
I asked and she told me he was an oncologist. I didn't know
what an oncologist was so I asked her what an oncologist
does. She responded, "Oh, he treats cancer."
"Cancer ... Cancer!" I shouted and jumped to my
feet and started pacing around the reception room full of
people. "Cancer!" I shouted. "You're telling
me I've got Cancer.....Sara, What am I going to do?"
The people in the reception room must have had strange reactions
to this man running up and down the isle shouting, "Cancer...Cancer!"
I'm sure this is not what the doctor intended for his patients
waiting to see him.
The next two hours were the longest two hours I have ever
spent. I was terrified of the thought that I had cancer.
When I finally saw Dr. Murphy he was kind and patient. He
carefully explained to me what he had seen in the CT scan
and in his opinion the tumor was malignant. He said it had
invaded the surrounding tissues and it would not do that
if it was benign. He said he would need a biopsy to be sure.
He suggested that we would probably start radiation treatments
after the biopsy and the final diagnosis was made. He also
suggested that I visit the Cancer Center on the lower level
of the Hospital where the radiation treatment would be given.
I was terrified. I looked at my wife, Sara, and said, "I
want to go home, I don't want to visit the Cancer Center."
Dr. Murphy was understanding and suggested to Sara that
she take me home.
THREE BAD DAYS
My memory is missing for the next three days. Somewhere
in there I had the biopsy done and I guess we visited the
doctors office. I was scared stiff. I paced around the house
all night and after a day or so became catatonic. Now I
know what they mean by "Scared stiff." All I could
do was sit in a recliner. I could hardly swallow and Sara
worked to get nourishment in me. Our friend, Diane, was
at the house with her father, Buddy within an hour of learning
of my diagnosis.
She brought a juicer and books on nutrition. Sara decided
that she would concentrate on the nutrition factor. She
studied the books and came up with a nutrition game plan.
She fed me milk shakes with raw eggs and protein powder
and who knows what else in them. The doctors told her that
they had to snap me out of it or the catatonic state would
lead to pneumonia and I could die from it. During the days
I would escape from the house and wander around town or
try to go to work. Friends and fellow workers would bring
me home and Sara would acknowledge that I had escaped again.
At night I would pace the floor. I remember wishing the
sun would rise.
I dreaded the night time. But, it only lasted for three
days. The diagnosis was confirmed as stage IIIb squamous
cell carcinoma of the lung and we were ready to start treatments.
I began to see some daylight and the stiffness disappeared.
The tumor was about two inches in diameter in the mediastinum
and was protruding from above the sternum. It had invaded
the lymphatic system and the sternum. It was inoperable.
TREATMENTS
I had radiation treatments five days a week for 6 weeks.
I didn't have many side effects from radiation but this
was mostly due to the job my wife, Sara, did in maintaining
my nutrition. Most people lose 30 to 50 pounds during a
radiation series. I gained nearly 20 pounds. The doctors
and nurses would laugh as they weighed me. My spirits were
picking up rapidly. I got to know the people at the cancer
center and looked forward to going in for my treatments
every day. I worked full time while taking treatments. I
also attended aerobics classes three times a week and taught
classes at the local community college
PROGNOSIS
When the radiation series was completed they sent me back
to Dr. Murphy for consultation. I had never really asked
or understood my prognosis. I asked Dr. Murphy what my chances
were. He said, "Without further treatment you have
no chance of survival and six to twelve months to live."
"What about with additional treatment?" I asked
feeling that additional treatment would make a great difference.
He went on, "With additional treatment you can expect
to live twelve to eighteen months ... I think you have about
a year to live." he said. I paused for a moment. I
didn't expect to hear that the time was so short. Then,
I thought about Sara sitting there listening to this. "Are
you OK, Sara," I asked. She responded that she was.
I turned to Dr. Murphy. "I'm not afraid of dying,"
I said. He put his hand on my arm. "That's good,"
he said. As I sat there a feeling of peace came over me.
It seemed strange even to me. The doctor had just told me
that I had only a few months to live and I was at peace.
Why didn't I panic?
BUYING SOME TIME...
Dr. Murphy told me that the chemo would be "hard".
I asked what he meant by hard and he indicated that the
side effects could be difficult to cope with. It wasn't
too bad. I would take chemo on Fridays and would be sick
on Saturdays, better on Sunday so that I could go to church
and back to work on Mondays. I was a little puny on Mondays
but I was back on the job and I really didn't miss much
work.
I had to spend the entire day at the doctor's office because
I was taking cisplatin and it could damage the kidneys and
liver. They spent the entire day flushing me out with IVs.
I would push the iv stand around the doctors office and
get involved in things. On one occasion., they were having
a staff meeting and I wandered into the room. The explained
that they were having a staff meeting. I asked if I could
join them. They looked a little surprised and then said
OK, I guess so. I learned a lot about how the office operated.
Of course, they thought I was crazy but they put up with
me.
I was cleaning things up around the office one day and the
receptionist said, "Hey, Mr. Crawford, when your done
putting things away, how about going down stairs and washing
my car? Chemo lasted about 5 months and then I was on my
own. Dr. Murphy told me to come back in three months and
sent me on my way. That was about a year ago and I have
had good news on each visit to Dr. Murphy's office. On one
of the visits, I made up my mind that I was going to read
my entire file no matter what. I waited until the nurses
were not watching and took the file from the rack in the
hall outside my room. I was reading it when the nurse came
in and told me she had been looking for the file. "Oh,
I'm checking the rads," I said. She looked puzzled
and left the room without the file.
I finished reading the it and then put it back in the rack.
I have been at peace since my diagnoses and my prognosis
and I understand a lot of things that I would not understand
if I had not read the file. Some parts of it were somewhat
scary, but I wanted to know the whole story.
LIFE GOES ON
People think I have a weird sense of humor but I started
finding humor in the things I was experiencing. I even found
ways to make people laugh about my prognosis. The stories
I told are all real life experiences like the time the hospice
lady was looking for me at the bank. I had moved my office
up to the second floor and when she inquired about me, they
told her "he's moved upstairs." She paused and
looked down. "Oh, I'm sorry," she said. "No,
no" shouted Denise, "he's OK, he just moved his
office to the second floor.
I started giving humorous and spiritual talks to local church
and civic groups. People didn't know what to make of me
at first. Here was this guy with a terminal illness telling
jokes. Well, the doctor still says I have a poor prognosis
but I am at peace, working every day, going to aerobics,
feeling good, in good spirits and enjoying life.
http://www.cancerguide.org/
ccrawford_story.html
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